It's so quiet at night. I can actually hear myself breathing. It's the "someone's on the other end of the phone breathing". My stomach growls once in a while. I can't eat cuz it's too late. But really it's too early; it's 4am.
I haven't closed my eyes yet; won't at this point either. My body wants to sleep, but my mind is having a party. It is very frustrating and very stimulating all at the same time. It's like I get a rush off of NOT sleeping. My mind has so many thoughts, I'm not sure which ones to listen to. I don't wana miss anything; so I listen to them all. There is no "down time"either. My mind NEVER shuts down. Funny thing is, most of what's being tossed around up there makes no sense at all.
It is quiet in the night, but loud in my head...
Lori - Author/Speaker
I can honestly say that no one has ever called me "normal"! That is just fine with me! God created me to stand out, be different, be weird, and not blend in with the world.
There are definately many personalities floating around in my mind. This makes for quite an interesting day with me! It is "Grand Central Station" up there! I have even 'named them'! (Don't send in the troops just yet)
The great thing about having such diversity is that there is never a dull moment with me! I always make sure that heading up this little party in my mind is the Lord God Himself!
God has shown me how to embrace the 'fun' inside me and use it to better His Kingdom! I have found that I don't have to be a 'stick in the mud' to be a Christian. I am a child of God! I am a Chrsitian! I am a follower of Christ! I AM HIS! Every day I am working toward becoming a better Disciple! I will NEVER be perfect - but I am SAVED; so that is all that matters!!